[ Imagine the place being haunted by a useless seal. Hyunjung peeks out from one of the corners since he was equally startled by someone saying something. He thought there was no one else here. ]
... Sorry, it's me.
[ He has furry seal flippers that are white-beige in color that hide short, rounded, blunt claws in them. ]
I wanted to help a friend. There was something weird going on at the campus, and... instead of helping, I died right in front of her. I accepted something I shouldn't have and was encouraged by someone and died since it felt like I got shoved a whole bunch of memories that weren't mine.
[ yippee (tears) ]
My head was a mess after that... when I came here, I mean. I probably died from shock?
[ This was why he was not hesitant in wearing the inflatable t-rex costume. ]
So, even now... I feel like I keep having flashbacks of things that never happened to me.
... I know it's hard to believe, but you can't blame yourself for what happened. You were doing the best you could with what you had - there's nothing wrong with that. Even if it feels like the opposite after the fact.
Both. Some parts are really sad... or terrifying. I think if that memory was actually fine, I would have passed out on the spot. Some of those are sometimes my nightmares for the night. All the happy parts are drowned about by them.
I've been waking up before noon lately too...
[ That's supposed to be normal, but it's not normal for him. ]
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w1, friday
... Hello?
[ is the boarding house even more haunted again ]
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... Sorry, it's me.
[ He has furry seal flippers that are white-beige in color that hide short, rounded, blunt claws in them. ]
Were you napping?
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[ Ludger does a full body stretch, yawning, before settling back down again. ]
I think so, yeah. Must be a side effect of the whole animal thing - I slept like 17 hours yesterday.
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[ He probably could and can. Unfortunately, the horrors persist. ]
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Have you been having bad dreams?
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[ haha you dont say ]
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I'm sorry - if I could give you some of this, I would.
[ hmmmm ]
Do you want to talk about it? Have you tried the milk and honey trick already?
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[ hyunjung sure fuckin did after passing the heck out ]
I know they're supposed to be soothing things, but maybe there's supposed to be weirdly balanced...
2/2
Alright, but... how much is too much information to you?
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[ but not Ludger, because Ludger was dodging that shit! who needs sleep!
he'll seriously consider for the question. too much information...? ]
... I think I should be okay with anything?
[ How Bad Could It Be ]
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... I keep having nightmares about how I died.
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... Geez. I'm sorry, that sounds awful.
[ he looks sympathetic, but not as though he's pitying Hyunjung. ]
What happened? If talking about it is alright.
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[ yippee (tears) ]
My head was a mess after that... when I came here, I mean. I probably died from shock?
[ This was why he was not hesitant in wearing the inflatable t-rex costume. ]
So, even now... I feel like I keep having flashbacks of things that never happened to me.
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[ Hyunjung be nice to yourself challenge... ]
Does what you remember bother you?
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It's more like I tried to interfere and I made things worse... so it's hard not to think it's not my fault. But yeah, those memories...
[ He'll get so many flashbacks at trial in a PTSD manner. ]
They're kinda disturbing.
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BOY does Ludger know that feeling, though he'll let Hyunjung move them along. ]
Because they're not yours and that's unsettling or... their contents?
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I've been waking up before noon lately too...
[ That's supposed to be normal, but it's not normal for him. ]
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[ there is so much he could try to tackle here, but he'll go with the easiest route first. ]
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[ ;;;; ]
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bro ur depression]... This must be really strange for you then, huh. I'm sorry it's been so rough.