... I know it's hard to believe, but you can't blame yourself for what happened. You were doing the best you could with what you had - there's nothing wrong with that. Even if it feels like the opposite after the fact.
Both. Some parts are really sad... or terrifying. I think if that memory was actually fine, I would have passed out on the spot. Some of those are sometimes my nightmares for the night. All the happy parts are drowned about by them.
I've been waking up before noon lately too...
[ That's supposed to be normal, but it's not normal for him. ]
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[ Hyunjung be nice to yourself challenge... ]
Does what you remember bother you?
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It's more like I tried to interfere and I made things worse... so it's hard not to think it's not my fault. But yeah, those memories...
[ He'll get so many flashbacks at trial in a PTSD manner. ]
They're kinda disturbing.
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BOY does Ludger know that feeling, though he'll let Hyunjung move them along. ]
Because they're not yours and that's unsettling or... their contents?
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I've been waking up before noon lately too...
[ That's supposed to be normal, but it's not normal for him. ]
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[ there is so much he could try to tackle here, but he'll go with the easiest route first. ]
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[ ;;;; ]
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bro ur depression]... This must be really strange for you then, huh. I'm sorry it's been so rough.